New Year, New Me (jk but I'll try)
As another door closes on yet another failed relationship, I can't help but wonder what it is I'm doing wrong. At almost 31 years old, none of my relationships have lasted longer than 4 years. While I know I'm not to blame for all of the fallouts, I do take responsibility for the parts that I have played. I should have known better than to try to date so soon after getting cheated on/ghosted by my ex-boyfriend (the 4 year one) back at the beginning of 2020 (I may share more about that eventually) . As much as it didn't really hurt at the time, I think it truly had a long-lasting effect on me which I tried to ignore. My thought process was kinda like 'since he's already in a new relationship, why shouldn't I try?' And try I did. With 3 failed relationship attempts within nearly 2 years LOL Well, now I could name a million reasons why that wasn't a good idea but I try not to dwell in the past anymore. I try to look back, figure out where I went wr...